So it has been awhile since I have really voiced how I was feeling and I think it is good for me to actually tell/write what is really going on instead of bottling it up.
Over the weekend I further learned about my own stupidity. I can not, do not understand any of my classes well. I know I am not too dumb though because my cousin who is a computer wiz couldn’t even figure out what was going on. On my way back to school I got a speeding ticket that I could not afford. And this is where my luck changed. I called and told my dad and he didn’t get mad he just told me we…WE would pay for it. Which I am very great-full that I have him in my life. I know that he gives me a lot of crap and he is not always there. But when he is he helps.
My mom is ignoring me. Which I should half expect because she is there I am here and I should be happy for her. But I miss having someone to talk to. Either about my dreams, the new boy I had a crush on, or even have some one tell me that I am not dumb that I just need to keep trying. But I should be happy for her, she is getting her own life. And I have mine, I just miss having someone close to me to talk to me.
Thank you for reading my post, it means a lot to me that you took the time to read it. I wish you a happy and great day.
I’M SAVING THESE TO FUCK WITH PEOPLE’S BRAINS